Thursday, March 24, 2016

Found (prose)

Found

Oh what a wonderful word is found, what joy to be found in a single syllable.
Such resonance the word has in the English language.
Contrasting it with the past tense I see the desperation and the joy in two words.
Find says you must continue the search. It is a promise that the thing you seek must exist.
Find is the rallying call when you feel alone.
We can never be alone so long as there is truth.
The truth that find promises, the truth that there is something to find.
Oh that all words could be as strong and true as these two.
To work with purpose and succeed, is there greater beauty?
In purity there can be no higher call.
Find the knowledge you lack, when you have found it you will know what you missed.
Find the solution you crave, when it is in your hand you will see it was found in the instructions all along.
I claim the glory of both words and take them to my heart.
For I had to find what I needed. Now that I found the truth and have given it a home inside me I must find a way to use it.
Promise and fulfillment.

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Author's note: This is a song of joy with a heavy basis on Matthew 7:7 and Luke 11:9. I'm not telling this to you to convert you. If this touched you it might help to read the originals and understand the thought process. There are no new truths, but every age must have it's authors and artists to bring them to the people. Let they who have ears hear.

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

deep exploration

I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw what I found deep in the hilly Sherman Woods. The city had been pressured into declaring this native woodland a public park, an urban wilderness they called it. Of course calling it urban implies something entirely different than what it was. It was hundreds of untamed acres of woods. The timber company had owned it before the city took it back. It lie upon the edge of the suburban area I lived in. Luckily it was less than a mile from the house so I could walk there and take a backpack.
At the gates to one of several rough trails was a warning, this is what it said:
Welcome to Sherman urban wilderness area
In the spirit of preservation we have not developed this area at all.
The trails you travel are just game trails widened by man's footsteps.
Hunting is forbidden, and if you are found past this point with a firearm or bow you will be prosecuted.
Prepare before you enter because once you pass too far into the wilderness there will be no cell service, rangers, and unless you have alerted someone to your plans and where you will be then there will be no one who is aware that you are.
The community of Adamsburg will not be held responsible for any injuries resulting from ill prepared hikers.

I suppose this was there to cover their interests in case someone turned up missing. I had of course no fear of the woods, I had grown up going camping and hiking. Interestingly enough I had never gotten to hike this area.
It was on my third or fourth trip of exploration that I found a new trail. It was off of a secondary trunk of one of the main trails. I say new but in fact it may have been quite old.  First it was only open because a recent storm had downed several trees alongside the path. Over the downed branches I could see a game trail that I knew was not on any map. At this point I was several miles in so it wasn't particularly shocking this trail had not been developed out. I realized however that it led towards an area I had not gotten a chance to explore yet.
So I pushed the branches aside and cleared a walkway between the main trail and this offshoot. I marked my map where I was covering new ground. As I walked down the trail I found things that indicated the trail was not entirely natural. Every once and awhile I found shockingly regular and flat stones. My suspicions were confirmed as I climbed a particularly large hill. As the ascent begun I found regular stone steps. They had obviously been carved out and made even by human hands. Though erosion had wiped away all chisel marks the stairs themselves were far too regular and straight to be anything but an artificial aid to my climb. After a 10 minute climb to the summit, which regardless of the steps winded me a bit, I made my next discovery.
There, at the summit of the hill there stood a cabin, rustic and looking fairly abandoned. There of course was no way for me to know how long this cabin had stood untouched, but the walls and roof were solid and the windows unbroken. Several windows were cracked, and all were somewhat foggy, but nevertheless it was intact. I found the trail continued past the house over the hill. On the other side of the hill I descended until the trail met it's end at a natural spring and pool. The water was crystal clear, and so I took some from the spring and had a drink. I was now more than three hours deep in the forest, and though I had food in my pack I didn't trust my luck enough to sleep in the open, or even in the abandoned cabin. I decided to return the way I came and return tomorrow for mapping purposes.  As I returned along my new trail I felt somewhat proud of myself. I felt like an early explorer, finding new territory. How lucky I was to be the first to reclaim this area for the hiking community. I expanded and further cleared the trail as I returned, it took me an hour to again meet the main trail.
By the time I got out of the woods the last rays of the sun were on the horizon. Next time I would come more prepared.

Chapter 2
The next day I woke with the dawn.  It had stormed pretty heavily overnight but I was lucky enough to find the storm clouds clearing as I prepared for my trip. I packed everything I would need to stay overnight in the woods into my backpack and hit the trail as the early morning light started to bring the city to life. There is something magical about the city in the morning, even more so after a storm. The quiet still and the wet pavement with the blue sky overhead could turn even the least attractive city into a paradise for the soul. The city I lived in was already decently attractive even on a cloudy day, so on a day like this the land itself seemed to sing. This gave me a very good feeling about the day. I saw the newspaper delivermen and garbage men doing their rounds as I exited the urban sprawl and entered once more the wilderness.  I hiked with determination and speed despite my increased weight load in my pack. This cut more than 20 minutes off my time. The woods had this intoxicating aroma today that can only be produced by wet flowers in the sun. Honeysuckle and wildflowers only added to the magic in the air. Such are the days that make one feel lucky to be alive. The rain had washed away more of my new trail, but this had only made it clearer. I walked slowly marking my map with rough marks indicating the path I followed and landmarks along the way.
I don't know that I planned to share my discovery with anyone, it was much more for my own benefit and so I would have a basis for blazing new trails. Sometimes when you find something wonderful you just want to keep it to yourself. I didn't want to see this beautiful area so unspoiled fouled up by vandalism and garbage. Of course most of the wilderness was not, but I had noticed that certain landmarks and destinations had become completely ruined by graffiti and trash. People can be so inconsiderate. I once again climbed the hill and found myself looking at the cabin again. I took off my pack and limited myself to my smaller pack containing water, flashlights, and a few emergency supplies. As I trekked down the trail to the pool, off to the left against the hill I saw a break in the foliage that I hadn't notice before. It appeared that a rockfall had revealed the mouth of a cave. My curiosity got the better of me and so I pushed aside the shrubs and proceeded towards and into the cave.
To be continued.....


This was my first story in a very long time. I hope to get back into the groove of writing this year and work some more on the book and finish this and other stories.

Thursday, August 4, 2011

hiking

Standard disclaimer, this work is rated pg on the sexual scale, but does deal with some deep themes. Protect yourself, and please keep my name attached to this.

It had been such a long time since Dad and I went for a hike, just getting some guy time in. It wasn't that we didn't want to, but what with the way things went it would either end up raining or something would come up unexpectedly almost every time for the past few months. We went back to one of our favorite trails, about a 15 minute drive out of the city.
When we got to the trail head we put on our packs, checked our water and began to hike. We had a ten mile hike ahead of us, but that was not that much compared to what we had already done. We had already mapped out the trip, it was going to take us up on a ridge so high that you could see for miles around. The ridge wasn't the goal, in fact it seems we had lost track of a goal. When we had started hiking together in my freshman year of high school he had been on a major workout plan, and hiking made sense as a good way to work out and have some company. Personally I had never needed a workout plan, but Dad was aware that he was getting older, and he wanted to make sure he never became a burden on anyone. I respect that, in fact I admire it because I could think of countless friends I had met who didn't have that same code of honor.
Dad started in high spirits, as we walked he pointed out various points of interest, from rocks to interesting trees, even live animal tracks that had been made mere moments before we showed up.
Then, right after our first water break the conversation took a more serious tone:
Dad: "You know kid, sometimes being out here really makes me feel like I can take on the world."
Me:"I know what you mean."
Dad: "Out here things are simple. We hike, we stay hydrated and safe and with that and a little bit of luck in regards to the weather we come out alright."
Me: "Are you saying that things elsewhere are less simple?"
Dad's eyes seem to tell it all. He gives me a look that indicates there is something more to what he was thinking than he was saying.
Dad: "What do you think? Do you find life simple?
Me: "Well no, I probably wouldn't use the word simple."
Dad: "Exactly my point."
I couldn't help but wonder what was bothering him, but I had no doubt that he would unfold it in time. We walked for sometime in silence.
Dad again started the conversation.
Dad: "I think it all goes back to the philosophy of Don Quete. At some point you find yourself at a point of frustration that you want to deny all of reality, put yourself into a world that makes sense to you. The alternative is hardly more sane however, and that would be to live with the pain, know the reality of it and somehow keep on fighting to stay alive."
Me: "Woah, wait a minute, what does any of this have to do with staying alive? What sort of pain is so hard to endure that you would have to resort to either of those options?"
Dad said "Son I believe this is killing me." As a smile ran away from his face. "I was so sure that I could be whole again, maybe getting out of the rat race."
"To be in this world without your mother is almost more than I can stand. This last year, since losing her, I don't even know who I am."
Me: "Your my Dad, that's all that matters to me." Then I thought of something to cheer him up, at least I hoped so, "After all, you're good enough, you're smart enough and dog on it, people like you."
He smiled slowly at the reference to the old SNL routine, he'd certainly quoted it his fair share of time. I could see that it hurt him to even smile. How could I relate, he'd been in love with my mother longer than I had been alive, how could I imagine that sort of loss? Yes I'd lost a mother, something I was still coming to terms with actually. Regardless of our pain we both put on a brave face most of the time, and hoped to God that inside somewhere we were healing.
Dad "I know how this must sound, but it just isn't fair, isn't right that she would be gone and I here. I would have given anything to go with her on that next great adventure. It's at times like these I curse that I take good care of myself. Not that it would have made a difference in her case. Life is a fickle thing. One day you're standing in the rain, the next you're in the dry arid climate of loneliness. I'd give anything just to not have to spend another day alone."
Me: "Maybe you'll meet someone new."
Dad: "I don't want anyone new..... I don't even know what I want, like I said, without her to anchor me I'm a ship tossed about in the storm. "
We had reached the ridge and were walking along the precarious path cut into the side of the ridge. The view was breathtaking.
Dad started humming, I recognized the tune as The Man of La Manche.
He started singing, it was beautiful, sad, and wonderful all at the same time:
"Oh the trumpets of glory 
Now call me to ride, 
Yes, the trumpets are calling to me, 
And wherever I ride, 
Ever staunch at my side 
My squire and my lady shall be! 
I am I, Don Quixote..."Tears were streaming down his face, he was smiling somehow through it all. To see this giant of a man reduced to tears was almost more than I could stand. The tears must have clouded his eyes because one minute he was walking along the trail, the next he had slipped. He held on to the cliff face, trying to get a foothold to push himself back up. I got down next to him and tried to help, but it was all I could do to hold him up. He looked up at me, tears still streaming down his face.
Dad: "I love you son, I want you to know I will always be proud of you."
I think teared up at this point too. I wanted to tell him how much he meant to me, how I needed him, but that wasn't what he needed. He needed me to help him, even if it was the last time.
I started up the tune for him again, singing the part of Sancho Panza:
 The Lord of la Mancha 
our destiny calls and we go! 
And the wild winds of fortune Shall carry us onward, 
Oh, whithersoever they blow"
Dad: "Withersoever they blow
onward to glory I go."
He released his grip, I'll never forget that look on his face, peace at last.
"Give em hell Dad" I called out after him.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

The black box

ok, haven't done a short piece in some time, and I haven't ever finished a space story, so this should be interesting. I am already aware that I can and may expand this.

The Black Box by Max Malcolm

We might have never found it if it weren't for the passing freighters. Black boxes are limited in their broadcast range, so teaching them to be smart enough to be found has been what engineers have put most of their energy into. That is why it crashed itself on a little speck of rock near a major space lane. It wasn't the busiest space lane in the galaxy, so the box may have been there for a year or more before we found it. Of course we found out before too long that much. Nothing on the tape let us know where the ship had jettisoned it's black box, but listening to the tape told us we would have a hard time finding  the wreckage.

This is what the recording said:
"Hello, this is captain Dan Callenbach of the good ship Endeavor. We started with a crew of five, however I am the only current survivor and I doubt that is going to last long. I am being pulled into the gravity of an unknown object and I doubt either the ship or I will survive the impact. The fuel is low and I can only hope that by pushing this recording device back into the space lanes it will find someone who can use this information so others can avoid our mistakes.
We were three days out of starport 2298 local nickname Kryldan's place headed out towards the end of the north arm to pick up passengers to bring back towards the outer core. Retirees and tourists mostly. It seemed like an easy gig, nice medium sized profit because most cruisers won't bother going out that far. The space lane we had chosen was rarely used, few stops along the way other than spaceports for freighters. There were rumours that some unknown risk had discouraged settlers from setting up camp near the lane. However the lane was not likely to be used by pirates because they need high traffic to make a profit. The only danger was dark matter. Our crew felt that was not even enough risk to be concerned about. It was night shift and most of the crew was asleep, most time on these long trips is spent resting because the only duties needed are to eat and check equipment. I was manning the controls, but I confess I may have dozed off or was daydreaming about some lovely lady I would pick up when we got back near the core.
All the data pointed to that the space lanes were intended to be cleared for one hundred miles of dark matter, and it was illegal to push any sort of matter in a way that it's trajectory passed it through the route. I suppose that's why the item that hit our ship was unexpected. A jolt went through the ship, followed by alarms going off all over. Something had punctured the hull leading to massive decompression in the crew cabin. The automatic safety systems sealed the room from the ship and attempted to seal the breach. It was too late at that point though, in less than five minutes my entire crew was dead.
I had bigger fish to fry, trying to pull into a safe zone to regroup and possibly at least keep myself alive. When you are going that fast and get hit, it alters your course and there is no way to correct it using steering. I was far out of sight of the the space lane before I even corrected the spin on our craft. By the time I had brought us to a near stop it was too far from the space lane, I would be at least a few days trying to backtrack to it and getting my ship to a repair yard.
Now that my ship was stopped I pulled up diagnostic screens. The main engines were beyond patching up, fuel tank ruptured, however the life support, food stores and computers remained undamaged. It was clear pretty quickly that I would not be surviving the crash. There was a slight chance our distress beacon would catch the eye of a passing ship, but those chances would keep getting worse as time went on. I must have blanked out my mind for awhile, because when I woke up hours later what I saw out the front window had changed radically. People talk about the thousand yard stare, but it feels entirely different from the inside. When you become so weary and worn out that you can't take it anymore it's like your mind detaches, and you find yourself staring off into the emptyness, unable to process. I suppose that is what happened to me, I had not prepared myself for the idea of my own death, or the death of all of my friends. Once the adrenaline wore off I had to face the reality, and I had trouble with that.
What I saw when I became aware again distracted me from my fate. I had begun passing through a graveyard of ships, perhaps thousands of them in all directions. All were dark hulks illuminated by the lights off of my ship. These hulks appeared to be orbiting something off to starboard, just out of my view. I turned the ship to face it. It was the largest piece of dark matter I had ever heard of, if it was solid it would be of too much mass to be possible, such a large object would collapse on itself as it was larger than any planetoid. In fact, as I looked on it and tried to turn my ship to see the edges of it, I realized it was larger than any star. The scale of it is beyond description, just imagine a giant wall, seemingly flat, extending in all directions. The surface is in fact curved, like a part of a sphere, but it appears flat because it is of such size. The surface area would be more than all of the planets in five star systems. It took me some time to examine what I could of this strange object, when it first appeared I was only able to detect it on instruments, it gave off a small amount of heat and radiation. As I got to a point that I should be able to see it I sent out probes to provide light to show the surface. The surface was either black or somewhat reflective. The lights on my probes reflected back, showing me some of the surface. It appeared metallic, with the exception of some areas that looked like organic portals, like the mouth of an octopus. I decided to put my ship into a geostationary orbit near one of these portals to record the circumstances of the crash and perform the appropriate burial at space for my crew. Unfortunately this ship will be my grave, but not quite yet.
It took me a few days to do all this, and I have watched the mysterious object. A few days ago a small craft pushed it's way out of one of the organic ports and sped up to escape the system, followed by a rocklike object fired out of the organic port like a bullet out of a gun.
Finally, just a few hours ago, a section of the side split open along lines I had not seen before. As it did I could see sunlight coming from the inside of the object and it became clear at last at least some things about this object. This object had once been a star system, and the star was unmapped because all light had been trapped by a huge sphere. I hope that I can find out more as some medium sized craft have emerged and seem to be approaching my ship presently. If they are friendly then this black box is unnecessary, so I will have to take the price of sending it back to the lanes as a loss. However the reason I fire it now is I may not have another chance, if I go inside the sphere I may never return. Furthermore I don't know for sure that those that come to greet me are friendly. So this may be the last that anyone hears from me. I cannot tell you where I am, I have told you everything I know. My advice is to avoid that length of the lane, it may mean a day or two detour but it would be better to avoid what happened to my ship. Goodbye, Godspeed gentlemen."

Needless to say we still have not found the system he spoke of, and many of our analysts are skeptical to take his word for it. Considering the condition of his psyche he may have been hallucinating. Regardless you have to wonder where he got such wild ideas, and where the final resting place of the man and his ship is.

Monday, February 28, 2011

Chapter 8

He stared at me across the stone cell. Every once and awhile he would puff on his cigar, and the light from the embers would show the shine on his eyes.
"You've gotten yourself involved in something deeper than you can imagine my friend. There really isn't anyone you should trust down here, especially not them. Just because they kept cards hidden doesn't mean what they told you is true, or at least from a certain point of view it's true. In their minds I'm sure they do think that people look up to them, or want their guidance. They probably even think they are immortal." And he stopped to take a puff on his cigar.
"So they're just full of hot air? and how do you know so much? Who are you?"
"Like I said, I'm the Concierge. I used to have another name but I seem to have misplaced it a few decades or more back. I'm not one of them if that's what you think, but I'm not like you either. I'm, well I'm something else."
He said and I could hear the confident smile and pride in that, not a haughty pride but a self confidence and charm that seemed to ooze from his voice every now and then.
"As far as how I know things, well that is another story. Lets just say I got a different proposal when I arrived here. Add in that I've been here and met them before. I've seen more of this complex than most of them have or will. That leads around to your hot air question. The answer is yes and no. They certainly don't think they are misleading you, but they refuse to see things. They also keep secrets, like that those beasts are just one part of an elder race, and they are trying to steal those secrets. Deception is a way of life for them, as is fear. They deceive themselves by editing their reality. They are still human in that respect, that they can't stand to see how limited or scared they are. They don't know everything about these tunnels because they are scared to. And they won't admit that sometimes they die because they don't want to remember the dead. They don't want to think about it happening to them. You'll find my friend that in most cases the most primal motive is fear. That's a good thing and a bad thing. Good that you were afraid and too cautious to trust them, that's your gut helping you. Bad that you didn't listen to fear and bolt while you had the chance. And bad that they let fear drive them further from humanity.
So I wouldn't trust them, and I wouldn't trust anyone unless you know who they really are."
"Message recieved, caution is the rule, now why don't you tell me who you really are so I can trust what you say?"
"I'm afraid we don't have time, we could be here months before my story is finished, and how could I trust you that I just met to do that? Anyway we need to move faster than that if we are to save your friends on the surface. I'm not going to give you everything you need. I will tell you to take care of those pets, and even our friends themselves remember that you come from the above world, and they do not. Put that to your advantage. The final way I will help you is to open this door for you and give you a tool."
He reached into his inside pocket and pulled out a metal object the size and shape of a hockey puck and dropped it into my hands.
"This will glow different colors based on who else is nearby while you are underground and near the network of tunnels and glowing carvings. These carvings form a network that has multiple benefits, this tool can tap some of those benefits. Hold it close to the wall and it will whine and the pitch will get higher as you follow the path towards the nearest exit. There are other uses but those are the two you will need most. Don't trust the tunnels, don't trust the dark and don't trust your eyes if the tool tells you different listen to the tool, it knows better than your senses. And with that, you should go."
He walked over to the cell door, pulled out a metal item and stuck it in the keyhole, and the door swung open.
"Good luck, better run"
So I did.
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Authors note: Glad to be back, sorry for the short chapter but wanted to have that conversation and take the next step towards moving the story forward

Sunday, February 27, 2011

Chapter 7

Authors note: after I finish a later chapter I will go back and rework all the chapters into a more cohesive whole. Some major changes need to be made in chapter 6 for example, names need to be corrected. A few areas need expansion. But until I have a little more story to tell.

Chapter 7

I slept an uneasy sleep. And in my sleep, once again visions came to me. I was walking down the tunnels, without flashlight or aid my feet seemed to find their own way. As I turned one of the sharp turns my left hand reached out to the wall and engravings on that wall. As I touched it a glow started where-ever I touched. I continued to walk, I dragged two fingers across the wall on my left side. The glow had an orange hue as it grew to fill the passage. I felt a rhythm exude from the wall as I walked, a drum beat and a deep tone filled the space as I walked into the altar chamber. As I entered the chamber the light traveled behind me, following me like a dog looking for food. It crept out of the tunnel, growing til it filled the chamber with glowing light. I walked up to a closed door and placed two palms over two symbols that seemed to be calling to me. A warmth spread from the door into my palms, through my arms and with it spread a feeling like when your foot falls asleep. This whole time my actions seemed to just, make sense, I didn't decide to do anything. The door opened up before me, and on I walked, once again making contact with the wall as I entered this new tunnel. A softer light followed me now, I could still see, but only barely. The beat grew stronger as I walked on, the floor tilting slightly forward as I moved further in. The passage split, I took a path without thinking or even having time to note where the other path branched off to. The beat formed part of a song, wordless it penetrated my mind. I closed my eyes and hummed it as my feat moved of their own accord. On and on my feat seemed compelled by the beat as if charmed by a snake charmer. I know I passed through several more splits in the path because as the passage grew larger my fingers lost contact with the wall, though my feat did not slow. My eyes slowly opened as my feet brought me to a stop at the end of a tunnel, and I saw a hole in the floor, with a ladder sticking out of it. Once again my hands and feet knew what to do, and I began descending the ladder. Darkness enveloped me as I got farther down the ladder, passed where the light shone from the hole above. I lost count of the steps, I must have been traveling down hundreds of feet. All I knew for a long time was darkness and the stone wall in front of me.
As I reached the bottom of the steps, I found myself in a wide tall space, at one end to my right a single door was illuminated by a single symbol, exactly the same as the one I had seen on the door in the cellar, that seemed so long ago now. As I moved closer to it however I realized the scale it was built on. The door was over double my height, and wide enough to move an elephant through with room to spare. The symbol dominated it, and was the only marking on it's otherwise smooth surface. As I got within several feet of it, and moved my hands to place my palms against the door I was startled by a loud booming sound, like the footsteps of a giant. As I got within several feet of the door I realized that it was different from the other doors in another way, in that it was stone and not metal. It then revealed a further difference, as a crack formed down the middle, and the door became two which swung inward. As I tried to peer through the blackness the door had created in opening, I saw lamps light themselves, old style gas lanterns attached to Pillars in the interior space. These pillars were 4 feet wide, flaring at the base and extending upwards into a fog and supposedly eventually the ceiling. I began slowly moving into the hall revealed by the lamplight. A cloud of smoke appeared on either side of me, barely a foot away from touching me, and out of this cloud two robed figures appeared. Before I could even react they bound my hands in front of me with coarse rope. It hurt, and I realized I wasn't dreaming. One end of the rope they held, though at no point did I see their hands. A voice, deep and soothing came from one of the figures. "Follow us and all will be explained." I looked more closely at the figures as I had been distracted earlier by their theatrical entrance. They both stood much taller than me, at least seven feet tall, though they must have been slender because no part of their bodies seemed to touch the outside of their robes, and all openings in the robes seemed empty, almost like some sort of specter or spirit had inhabited the fabric. However they appeared quite real.
I passed on, moving deeper in and following my mysterious hosts. As we moved on a fog seemed to make the dark grip close. The dark felt like a blanket that provided no warmth, and caused a sort of uneasy feeling of being trapped, of claustraphobia. I lost so much of my ability to see that I was force to hold onto the cloak of the person in front of me. There was no telling what gender said person was. While tall and manish in voice, there was something distinctly feminine and graceful in their movements. I sensed some sort of movement out in the fog, several feet away. I heard most of it, but occasionally I would see something resembling a bit of skin, or perhaps a slicked down fur coat. I felt something wet and furry slip past my leg, and that perhaps is what put the idea of a slick furry thing moving in the dark. I tried to imagine it was a rat, but my senses would not participate in my deception, and reminded me it felt wrong for a rat.
I was led to the center of a great chamber which in shape reminded me very much of the chamber we had discovered up above, except in greater size, and more like an imitation of that chamber. The writing was absent but the glowing carvings were not. They glowed blue, carved into straight lines along the floor, illustrating a chair obviously intended for me to occupy. I sat cautiously, frightened of what these strange persons would do to me, but frightened more of displeasing them. I tried not to show any fear and instead attempted to be bold.
"Who are you? What are you doing here?"
The glowing carvings provided a bluish light showing many persons or creatures in hoods in the room surrounding me, behind individual podiums. The podiums rose out of the rock of the floor as if carved there when they carved the chamber, I made assumptions on that fact, but did not follow that line of questioning.
A voice came from my right and all turned towards it, the voice while deep was also commanding, speaking loud and clear like a sunday preacher. The tone was rather sermon like as well, resembling a fire and brimstone southern preacher, though I had already seen enough to curl even their hair. Perhaps enough to put the fear of God as it's said, but to be more accurate a fear of the unknown.
The voice rose, though it could have been any of three speakers, as they all sat in that area, and made no movements to indicate which had said the words: "While we will adress those issues in our own time, you will show all due respect. You are in our home now and so those questions would be more appropriate coming from our lips and not yours. However I will tell you we need not answer your questions, we know more of you than you of us. We may even know more than you about why you are here than you do yourself. But to answer your question first: We are the Eldest, a group with similar goals and with the means to attain them. We are immortals, some of the insects that crawl on the surface above have chosen to call us Gods, but there is nothing absurdly supernatural in our long life. Merely avoiding risks and believing does a fair part. But a larger part is linked to your second question. We are about several things, some we can speak of, some we can't. These caves link into a greater system that covers most of the continent, and connects to much more, though how much even we have not determined. That is one of our tasks, Another is tending to the creatures that live in these caverns, a relic from a race beyond time, but of that we cannot tell you more. Finally we continue to secure our immortality by dwelling this close to the surface and,  shall we call it harvesting? Yes you may cringe but there is a great science to this, man has suspected it but not had the proper ways of achieving it, but by consuming the weak we become wiser and live for longer."
He paused here and let the indigestion that was clear on my face pass. The unease however, did not pass. Now many things were more clear. These people needed to be exposed to the authorities and wiped out.
"I do not need supernatural powers to tell that you plan to try exposing us, I would not advise trying it. There are secrets we guard more dangerous than just the loss of a single life. If you decided not to join us, yes I said join us, you will be detained until we can find a suitable way of erasing your memory, or of disposing of you. You may find that shocking that we don't eat you on sight but we are not savages, the people above are, Many of your forbearers sit among our ranks, though few have risen to the council that is their choice. Now you know what we can tell you, until you join and swear eternal loyalty we cannot reveal much more. If you have questions you may ask now. I repeat you may ask, but we may decline to answer."
Though I had many things I wanted to ask the most burning question rose to the top: "Where is my father? and the two men I brought on my first visit to the lodge above?"
"Your father? Yes I can see why you would think we would know that, though we do know much we are not omnipotent, like I said at the outset people merely mistake us for Gods. All I can tell you about him is that his time to either join us or perish had come, he would have found a way to pass to you a notebook he carries containing some and some more than I have told you here. As that is not all mine to tell I can reveal no further."
"And my friends?"
"I'm afraid the protection that extends to you does not extend to guests you bring, and that applies to all the members of your feeble human team at our gates. We spared them simply because we wanted you to come to us without seeing too much bloodshed, and to protect you of course. The blood flowing through your body is prime for selective breeding and for our selection process. We find it impossible to create more of our number through procreation, so we must recruit to expand our reach."
I responded with unfamiliar boldness: "No, not I, my team will find you eventually, and I don't think you'd hurt your investment."
"We are saddened by your choice but hopefully you will change your mind before you force our hand. For now you will be imprisoned, we have fed recently and you are right at least that you are valuable. We would much prefer everyone be friends."
At that they led me to a stairwell and led me up some steps into a dark prison cell. Almost immediately after my captor left me I realized I was not alone. Another man sat at the other end of the cell. I saw him as he lit a cigar, and by the light of the cigar embers. He was dressed in a finely tailored white suit with pinstripes. He appeared very much the gentleman, but something about those eyes, it unsettled me.
"Hello, so glad you get to share the hospitality of our hosts."
He offered a hand to shake, I was too startled to reject the familiar gesture and shook it. It was the type of handshake to chill your bones, firm with those strong weathered hands. Seemed like hands of a blacksmith not a gentleman. He smiled a warm smile but something was just off. So very polite. They say that first impressions are the longest lasting, I doubt I could forget his.
"I am called the Concierge, and you have no idea what you're getting yourself into"
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That last bit was for my friend who knows who the concierge is, but the rest of you will get to know him soon enough. I'm terribly sorry it took me so long, I had myself written into kind of a corner there, but finally sprung that trap. Hopefully this will loosen up the story again and get it moving.

after the end: video version

Ok, recorded me reading the story, posted it on my youtube channel
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